In the space between yes and no

maybe it'll only be a tiny step at a time, however, a tiny step forward is much more desired than staying rooted on the place pondering of the past and eventually and inevitably taking huge leap after leap backwards. maybe i'm not good and i'll never be anything other than an amateur and cliche writer but i know that despite my melancholic nature i'll regret it if i don't even attempt to try so i will; i will write even if it's nothing but rubbish. i will write even if it's hugely criticized and i will write because thats just who i am and who i want to be.